He have said totally what i have to say.
Something that’ll never leave me alone
August 9, 2010I just don’t understand why. Been thinking days and nights just what went wrong. Even if i can rectify whats wrong, can i change it? no i cant. I totally have no control on how people feel but i do care deeply. Especially her. Yes i love her but in her heart she has more than one. But that doesnt stop me from being there for her although she affected by what the person she likes did to her. i feel a pinch too. I feel sourness and a pinch of jealousy too. My heart sank and broke into two just like titanic everytime she’s so affected by him. she says she doesnt care, but i can see through her eyes she do cares, and care alot. Now i have this hate of him being around where she is. That is wrong i know. But thats love. Still still still, i’m telling her how i understand how she feels, telling her no worries i’ll still be there..but it totally pains me for saying that. and to think that is not painful enough, im being there for her but she refuse to tell me what is wrong.
Why? there are many whys. if im going to state it out it’ll probably fill up this whole screen. i guess i have high tolerance, or maybe i love her too deep..that all that matters is her happiness. Am i doing the correct thing? I wonder..
But something that’ll never leave me alone, is this thought of her that is always on my mind.
God, where am i?
March 21, 2010Shit, i felt pity for my blog. I’ve neglect it for so damn long. so what, when will be my next update? another 4 months? haa, in any way, have not been enjoying life much either. so the thing is, i have nothing to blog about. oh yah, the cool thing is, i bought tiger barbs! my favourite fishes. they are hyper active. how cool is that?
ok, right now there are some bangalahs or whoever is singing loudly downstairs and thats irritating. don understand what they are singing and that is not even considered as a song. more like.. chanting. they have been gone for awhile and now they are back. shit! but is bad to throw something down at them right? its just shitty. i wish i can scare them or something. >:)
two thousand and ten
January 4, 2010my target..
to earn infinity $$. sounds money face..but i gotta do that!
class 3 and 2a license. not a bad idea.
take ippt and get at least silver. im weak now.
buy branded bag for hyx though i always promise but nv do that..
mod my bike!
and more.. couldnt think of anymore. thats it.
a confession
November 15, 2009Yes fate. Somethings you think you can change but you cant. Somethings you are born to be with. What you can do is to live with it or make the most out of it. In front of many people, im a happy guy. But down inside my heart, im not. People don’t understand. They never been through. They are not me. But why are they putting blank conclusion together. There’s no point saying so much. Because you wont understand either. Its just a confession, that its so painful for me to smile. Im sorry i didnt mean to be emo here. But told you, its a confession.
true colors of all of you!
November 12, 2009I do not need to be the best.
I do not need to be the favourite in all your eyes.
and, I may not be as smart as all of you
but, one day
I will let you feel what it is like, to be a loser.
and on that very day, I will ask you this question,
“Do you remember the day you scolded my mum and insulted me?”
envy me.
I will prove my worth.
all of you have my word..
NOW YOU KNOW..
October 15, 2009Wonder how disaster get their names? Like Typhoon Parma, Hurricane Katrina, Sumatra earthquake etc etc..
During the 60s or 70s or 80s, there was this organisation that deal with this disasters. So one day someone stood up and say, ”These disasters need a name! They need to be identified!”. So they sat down and discussed what names and how to give those disasters a name. And one of them bang the table and stood up suddenly, with both his hands clenched and sticking on to the table. He looked up and browsed through everyone in the room and say, “We shall name the disasters.. after our wife”.
Hahaha! And thats how those disaster came with a name! Typhoon Jocelyn.. not a bad name.
Wifes are the disaster!
(P.s. The whole storyline is fiction but how the disaster came with a name is fact! They came with the names by their wife’s names.)
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DO YOU KNOW?
October 9, 2009Wonder how disaster get their names? Like Typhoon Parma, Hurricane Katrina, Sumatra earthquake etc etc..
Hahaha! Linger around here to find out the answer!
On a serious side, Mother Earth is getting old. Just one month how many disasters had happened. Just one month, how many countries had suffered. Felt so fortunate to live in Singapore. The world is changing. The lands are moving and the winds are angry. Someone out there give some vitamins to our Mother Earth!
Anyway, stay tuned for my ‘DO YOU KNOW?’ 🙂
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Jokes of the day!
October 7, 2009| A Really Bad Day | |
| There was this guy at a bar, just looking at his drink. He stays like that for half of an hour.
Then, this big trouble-making truck driver steps next to him, takes the drink from the guy, and just drinks it all down. The poor man starts crying. The truck driver says, “Come on man, I was just joking. Here, I’ll buy you another drink. I just can’t stand to see a man cry.” “No, it’s not that. This day is the worst of my life. First, I fall asleep, and I go late to my office. My boss, outrageous, fires me. When I leave the building, to my car, I found out it was stolen. The police said that they can do nothing. I get a cab to return home, and when I leave it, I remember I left my wallet and credit cards there. The cab driver just drives away.” “I go home, and when I get there, I find my wife in bed with the gardener. I leave home, and come to this bar. And just when I was thinking about putting an end to my life, you show up and drink my poison.” |
| Electric Train | |
| A few days after Christmas, a mother was working in the kitchen listening to her young son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son said, “All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now, cause this is the last stop! And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses in the train, cause we’re going down the tracks.”
The mother went nuts and told her son, “We don’t use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train, but I want you to use nice language.” Two hours later, the son comes out of the bedroom and resumes playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say, “All passengers who are disembarking from the train, please remember to take all of your belongings with you. We thank you for riding with us today and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon.” She hears the little boy continue, “For those of you just boarding, we ask you to stow all of your hand luggage under your seat. Remember, there is no smoking on the train. We hope you will have a pleasant and relaxing journey with us today.” As the mother began to smile, the child added, “For those of you who are pissed off about the TWO HOUR delay, please see the bitch in the kitchen.” |
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Quick Bites!
October 2, 2009TELL ME HOW DO YOU MAKE A HALF BOILED EGG?
Out of 10 times, 10 times I fail. Either it become hard boiled egg, or just not boiled at all!
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Soup of d' day 