I just don’t understand why. Been thinking days and nights just what went wrong. Even if i can rectify whats wrong, can i change it? no i cant. I totally have no control on how people feel but i do care deeply. Especially her. Yes i love her but in her heart she has more than one. But that doesnt stop me from being there for her although she affected by what the person she likes did to her. i feel a pinch too. I feel sourness and a pinch of jealousy too. My heart sank and broke into two just like titanic everytime she’s so affected by him. she says she doesnt care, but i can see through her eyes she do cares, and care alot. Now i have this hate of him being around where she is. That is wrong i know. But thats love. Still still still, i’m telling her how i understand how she feels, telling her no worries i’ll still be there..but it totally pains me for saying that. and to think that is not painful enough, im being there for her but she refuse to tell me what is wrong.
Why? there are many whys. if im going to state it out it’ll probably fill up this whole screen. i guess i have high tolerance, or maybe i love her too deep..that all that matters is her happiness. Am i doing the correct thing? I wonder..
But something that’ll never leave me alone, is this thought of her that is always on my mind.
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